Breaking Through

Ok.
So I was in SM North EDSA - the block a while ago.
Super excited bumili ng BAGONG BAGONG ALBUM ni KYLA my love.
Sobrang disappointed ako. Galing akong ODYSSEY (sorry sa spelling), WALA SA STAND NG NEW RELEASES YUNG ALBUM!
Nandon yung kay NINA, Regine and other various artist. Duh?!
Yung kay KYLA wala, then I asked for a copy of her album, they told me that the album was PULLED OUT.
So anong ibig sabihin non?!
Haay… THE BLOCK na yung pinuntahan ko ha, at ganon pa, pano na lang sa mga maliliit na mall?!
Then punta kong TRINOMA. sawakas sa Landmark meron. At nagiisa na lang, buti naman.
The album is sooo sayang, ang ganda ganda ng mga songs, super classy pero di man lang mapromote ng
ENGRANDE! HAAAAY!!!! EMI!!! GISING!
KYLA has lots of fans out there, pero yung way ng pag promote errr.
One more thing! Trinoma Mall tour, err, ang boring ng stage! Wala ng ka effort effort!
Duh?! Kurtina?! NAMAN!
And lastly… Music Video! Ilang buwan na bang out in the market ang H2H, hanggang ngayon wala pa kong napapanood na MV.
Tsk tsk tsk. NAMAN! EMI wake up!

it goes like this…

hi! I miss you! Been waiting for your call…

He said… Really? Alright? (Checking on some FS photos).  Hey, you know what…

Yeah? What is it?

(Took a deep breath) I finally told him that its over… I mean, Im leaving. Im gonna leave all the heartache in this place. New life. New love probably…

I thought…  How come he did not tell me this. How come I only knew now? Who is he? 

I felt like time stood still. I felt numb… I felt like crying, but tears just wont fall down my stupid eyes. I smiled, and asked…

Am I not the one…?

then he replied… no. Im sorry.

Then I knew…

Good thing, its just a dream. But everytime I feel things like this, it comes

true… I hate this… I dont wanna loose you… I need you… I want you… I love you… But, I dont know… Just let me cry for sometime… :’[